"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom".*

I tried to think positive and be productive today.

I have almost finnished going through the highway code and I have already got through the theory test book. Once I have had a go at the hazzard perception to see how hot (or not) i am at that, I will book my theory test in. Tomorrow I am going to book a driving lesson to discuss the best way for me to pass my test. (You never know Penny, I might be driving us to Newquay yet)!

I havn't had one nap today but instead have been a couple of walks and been to have my hair trimmed. It's too much activity for me for one day, especially in this heat. Oh and I have also been on the delightful, the fun, the happy, the inspirational jobcentre plus website looking for work.

There isn't any.

And believe me when I say I am not being picky here. No one is in the market for a motivated, hard working, dynamic Lynsey. (Actually I think that dynamic is going a bit far but hey).

So I am making the moves and I'm preparing and I'm being active but it's not quite coming together yet.

Where is my White Knight to take me away from it all?** Maybe I will meet him friday night.




*Anais Nin
**I have suffered from White Knight syndrome since I was a kid. You would think I would have grown out of it by now.